Pillip

For many people who have known me since the past 5 years, the name Pillip should be very familiar.

Meow

Pillip is my dearest cat that I really really really love like my own little brother. He is very manja that everytime he wants to sleep, he wants somebody to sleep with him because he wants to cuddle. And if I forget to bring him inside my bedroom for one night, he will sleep in front of my door until the next morning. The fact that he would usually meows and yawn at the same time is so damn cute. He has 2 big yellow eyes that whenever anyone sees him will go awwwwww. In terms of food, he is very demanding! He like his fish fresh. He can tell if the fish that we prepared for him was yesterday's fish and he refuse to eat that. The best thing about him is that he would usually accompany me to study. Based to an old sayings, having a cat sleeping or sitting on its owner's books while the owner is studying means that the cat is praying for the owner's success. Thank you Pillip for teman-ing me studying for my exams. You sure meant a lot to my success. 

Pillip is a gangster. A very bad one. He would chase anyone (cat) that enter into his territory and everyday he would be involved into a fight. The worst fight that he got into cost him his tail. Yup, he lost his tail. but its not in a way that his tail fell off from his body right after the fight! At first, his tail was wounded badly. We brought him to the clinic and the doctor sew the wounded area. However, the wound just kept on bleeding and reopened. We brought him back and forth to the clinic to get his stiches for 3 times. On the fourth time, we realised that the stiches will not do him any good, thus the doctor advised us to cut off his tail. and yes, we agreed. So now Pillip is known as the tail-less cat. and he is still damn cute as ever!

Pillip has become a regular customer to the clinic. The doctors already recognised him. However, its not something that we, as owners can be proud off, having a sick cat all the time shows how bad we are as owners. but, looking at Pillip, we actually giving him the freedom as a teenage cat to enjoy his life and at the same time we are still keeping our responsibility for his foods, drinks and his litter. Lately, Pillip has not been doing very well. It started when we realised that his eyes are bleeding internally. We seek him to the doctor and given him the best medicine. He recovered. However, a week later, it happened again, but this time he started to lost his eyesight and he lost control of his legs. He would walk straight to the wall, falling off the stairs multiple times and cannot see where he is. and to make things worst, his ears are not functioning well too. He can't respond to my words anymore. I haven't heard his voice for two weeks now. Seeing him so weak has given me the shivers on the thought of losing him. I am indeed devastated. I am so hurt. I am so mad. So mad at myself for letting this to happen to Pillip. 

Would you do me a favour?

Please pray for my Pillip would you?

I can't afford losing him. Having him sick is enough to make me suffer.

Please pray that he will get better.

InsyaAllah.