SDCC Buka Puasa

2nd August 2012

Every year, Sime Darby will organized a buka puasa event held in Sime Darby Convention Centre (SDCC) near to Mont Kiara. All Sime Darby employees from every levels are invited. Being Sime Darby's staffs, my fiance and I decided to go together for this year's event. We arrived early and registered our names according to our division. My fiance was the first to arrive under the Industrial Division! (nampak sgt semangatnya nak buka puasa =P) We were given kain pelikat and kain batik each as doorgifts.

Us =)

Registration Counter

Around 7 pm, my friend arrived. Her name is Fatin Filzah. She was a graduate from UiTM in the same batch as I am. She joined Sime Darby under GSC SAP Specialist Team. I had promised to give her my wedding invitation card during the buka puasa event. 

Fatin Filzah and me =)

Before the clock strikes 7.29pm, all the guests are allowed to take foods to berbuka. The were a lot of stalls with different types of foods and we went nuts thinking what to eat first! Just look at our table!

Baru first round dah penuh!

The grand hall

After maghrib prayer, we continued our journey on indulging the rest of the foods. The best menu for us was the ICE CREAM GORENG. Simply SUPERB! We loved it! At 9.30pm, we decided to head back home. I promised my fiance that I would drive back home. And I did! haha. It was super awkward to drive a Myvi. hehee. Anyway, my eyesight were getting worst. Probably my rabun malam is actually pretty bad =(

Alhamdulillah for a wonderful buka puasa event with my fiance and his friends =)

Girl : What if I get so fat and you can't carry me.

Boy : Then, I can get as fat and we can roll around together.

Jom roll around together syg =)

oh did i tell you

Ohhh. Did I tell you that...

1) Phillip visited me a couple of nights ago. In my dream, he was asking me to borrow my maxis phone. I said no, and I asked him why. Guess what he told me...he misses me and he wanted to call. and he was afraid of being alone down there. Alahai syg, jgn takut k. You'll make new friends. Sooner or later you'll get used to your new life. My prayers are always with you. In case if you miss us, come visit us k. I miss you a lot too. Sometimes I browse on your photos and smiled. but most of the time I cried. I know you miss us the way we miss you, but be strong Popo. I am stronger if you are. We will meet each other again InsyaAllah. but until the time comes, we must move on.

2) I got a job from AEON. Management Trainee position. Of course, I rejected.

:)

Perfume

My all-time favourite perfume is "Midnight Fantasy" by Britney Spears. I fell in love with the scent since I sniffed on the sample while I was shopping in Australia. Back then, I wasn't a perfume person. I had never wore any perfume and only rely on deodorant to keep me smelling good. I couldn't stand the chemical smell of a perfume. It would give me constant headache until the smells would finally worn off. However, the Midnight Fantasy is different. I found that the scent is sweet and not as strong as other perfumes.

Since I have been using Midnight Fantasy, I received quite a lot of responds from the people in my surrounding.

Marjan once told me "Bau awk sedap. Macam candy"

Enny said "I boleh tau u dtg sbb dari jauh I dah boleh bau perfume u"

Allice said "If you don't mind me asking, what perfume are you wearing? It smells sweet"

After 2 years of using the perfume, my first bottle started to empty. I admit, I started to panic because I really can't live without my Midnight Fantasy! Plus, the price here in Malaysia is quite expensive. So my fiance search throughout the lowyat forum for any dealer that sells the perfume cheaper. And he found one! The bottle is even bigger than my old bottle. He bought one for me =)

My perfume is my signature.

Phillip visited me last night!!!

Before I went to bed last night, I cried a little. The memories of Phillip still fresh in my head.

Sgt rindu main perut dia.

Sgt rindu kish pipi dia.

Last night he came to my dream. It felt so real.=')

He played around me and I finally got the chance to kiss him again!

Please visit me more often k sayang =')

Lots and lots of kisses from me to you.

(As I typed this, my vision started blurry. I guess I have to stop now before I burst into more tears.)

58 days to go

(less than 2 months!)

=)

I miss you

Every inch of this house reminded me of Pillip.

1) If I sleep, he would cuddled in my arms or in between my legs.

2) When I woke up in the morning, I would find him in front of the door wanted to go out. but he didn't wake me up because he knows I'm sleeping.

3) Whenever he saw me or my sis walking towards the kitchen, he would automatically raced to the kitchen too. By means of race is, RUN! he ran fast with his loceng ding ding ding.

4) He would look at me sympathetically to give him food. Then he meowed while yawning! Super cute

5) If he wanted to pee, he would run panically to the door and looked at us to open the door for him.

6) He played hide and seek very seriuosly. He often hide under the dining table or behind the door and he would suddenly ambushed us!! Clever boy. He would catch us and bite us. That means he won!

7) He loved to be on top. We would usually found him standing or sleeping on top of our cars. He marked his territory there. 

8) Whenever he went out, he will start his day by sniffing every inch of every cars in the garage!

9) He was totally over manja with daddy. He would behave whenever daddy is around. Amboi kauu.

10) There was one time that he slept on my mom's "pinggan mangkuk" haha. terus kena marah =P

I miss you la sayang ='( 

Please come and visit

Please

Earlier in the office, Enny said "Atiza, kenapa muka you mcm xbermaya?"

"My cat passed away"

I'm having flu.

Been crying so much that my head hurts.

Fever is coming, maybe.

I am determined!

For this upcoming salary, I wanna treat my family for "buka puasa" and buy daddy a birthday gift!

What a day!

Earlier today, my fiance and I went to Kompleks PKNS to shop for wedding accessories. 

 We ate at Kyros Kebab for lunch.

Chicken Croissont Kebab

Garden Salad with Chicken Kebab

After lunch, we continued our journey hunting for accessories.While we were negotiating the price for the brooch, my Fiance received a bbm from my sister, "Tiza manaaa?". I immediately checked my phone and found 2 miscalls and a msg from my sister. I did not read the msg but I call her straight.

She was crying but I still can hear her voice clearly, "Tiza, Phillip dah mati".

And that marked the end of Phillip's journey on Earth.

I cried. I cried hard enough to make the sales girl worried. We excused ourselves from the shop and went straight home. When I saw him, I kissed his cheek. His body was so hard and solid. He had been showing the "sign" since yesterday. But I was always in denial and hoping that he would still survive. Yesterday, I found him often sticking his tounge out. I thought he wanted to drink but when I fed him, he did not swallow. Then, his body became hard and harder. That's when I realised that "it's almost time for him to go".

I am lucky to have my fiance by my side through Phillip's death. My father and my Fiance dig the hole for Phillip. He comforted me with words and seeing him around just make me felt so lucky to get married to him because he's always there when I needed him. Me, my sister and my mom were busy into tears. We seroiusly couldn't help ourselves. Phillip had been a part of this family for 5 years. He was the joy, he was the laughter. He was our little entertainer.

My sister came out with my old white tudung to cover Phillip body. In Islam, the act is consider as "Kapan".

After the funeral, I took a quick bath and we went to Plaza Alam Sentral to continue our shopping. I was keep having tears in my eyes. Luckily, my fiance was there to support me. What else can I asked for? Thank you sayang, for being such a wonderful companion. Later that evening, after such a hectic day, my fiance treated me to SS Popiah Ali. 

Popiah basah

Soya Puding with Laici (MBG)

The delicious Rojak

Mix fruits (MBG)

Thank you sayang for such a lovely day.

I know Phillip death is very devastating, but it turned out better when you are around.

I love you <3

In Loving Memories

No words can describe how I feel. 

No gesture can describe how I act. 

No feelings to describe such emptiness.

I would cry as much as I want, but that wouldn't make you back in my arms.

I am glad. I am so glad that I had loved you and had taken care of you.

I am so happy to be able to make you lived happily.

I am blessed to meet you, to keep you and to feed you.

You know, I had promised to get you a purple collar for my wedding.

I suppose you don't need that anymore.

But hey sayang, you do know in heaven you can request for anything right?

So go ahead and request for ikan tongkol masak kari =D

Go find yourself running here and there just like you always do.

 You can play hide and seek the way you played with us.

You can have more collars in different colours (but we still think red suits you best).

You can drink a gallon of water as you wish!

You can also catch thousands of rats as you want!

But sayang, if you miss us, come visit us k.

My bed is always open for you to sleep.

You can sleep with your three best friends Batito, Cheebo and Picharn.

And of course, I will be there to cuddle you.

One thing that you should know, I always love you. Always.

You will always have a large spot in my heart.

15 July 2012

Rest In Peace Pilip

5 years old

 

Just wanna say hello! =D

I was capturing a photo of my new tudung, when suddenly Mr Fiance called! 

Oh btw, I just got back from a kenduri doa selamat. 

Hai Sayang =D

.......................

Aneway, I want to update on the Bobbi Brown's day.

But maybe later because my camera is with my sister.

Nite peeps!

Si Comel!

Tetibe terjumpa gambar lama that makes my heart melt and go awwww!

Which one is the most adorable??

I snapped this picture while skyping with him. ehehehehe =)

Love is in the air

I miss you sayang =D

I had just finished finalizing the wedding cards a few days ago. Dalam seminggu lagi InsyaAllah kad kahwin siap..And during Ramadhan, the invitation will officially be send out.

Sedar x sedar, the date is getting nearer and nearer. 

Lagi bertambah-tambah rindu kat si dia ni =)

68 days to go, InsyaAllah

I Love You So Much, You Know ='(

It's been a while since the last time I spent quality time with my Popo. I haven't got the chance to pamper him just like I used to because I am now working. But I would kiss him every single morning before driving to work. Kalau x cium dia rasa tak complete. Bila on je engine kereta I felt like stepping out and take Popo with me. 

Terbaring.

The only time that I have with Popo is during weekends. Yesterday I got the chance to bath him and feed him lunch and supper. and today, I got the chance to teman him outside taking some fresh air. I now realised that his condition has gotten so much worse =( he has lost the ability to walk, eat, poo, drink and speak! Whenever he wants to got out, we would have to carry him. Whenever its time to eat and drink, we would have to feed him. Whenever he wants to poo, we would have to hold him still. and since he couldn't speak anymore, we have to concentrate on his body language and his eyes to understand what he wants..

Today, I spent time recording a few video shots of Popo to show you guys but I failed to upload them. Maybe next time k. I hope you will continue praying for him.

It is very crucial for him to have calcium because he's bone is getting weaker and weaker everyday. Everyday, we must force-feed milk to Popo. He coudn't drink milk on his own because he doesn't like milk. We also try to help him to walk and monitor his progress everyday..but...he is just too weak to stand.

After having milk and trying to walk, Popo would be so tired that when I placed him on my lap, he will fall straight away to sleep.

Shuhhhhhhh. He's asleep =)

Countdown!

Happy 1'st of July peeps!! 

76 days to go, InsyaAllah =)

<3

Mix emotions

Another day passed by...Felt so lonely..

Sedih la..Sedih sgt

:'(


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On another topic, let's start the countdown.


80 days to go..






Can't wait!


:)

Happy Birthday Sayang =)

Chocolate Moist Cake, with lots and lots of love! <3

Smile for the camera! My birthday boy =)

Lighting up the candles! Me so happy that the cake turned out well. Yey!

Birthday boy blowing the candles!

Getting excited to cut the cake.

Cut Cut Cut Cut Cut!

The happy faces after eating the cake! hehe

At The Ship Restaurant, KL. This is my dish, Black Pepper Chicken.

His dish. Black Pepper Steak. Oh well, didn't look much different compared to mine! haha

Happy me!

The extra happy Birthday Boy!

Happy Birthday Sayang,

Semoga dipanjangkan umur dan dimurahkan rezeki.

27 years till the end of time.

And 2 more months towards spending our lifetime together.

InsyaAllah.

I love you once, I love you twice,

I love you more than bean and rice.

<3

Excited

Lately, everytime when I go out with a friend, this one question would arise:

"Nak kahwin ni takut tak?"

Nope, I'm excited =)

Kalau boleh cepatkan wedding ni pun I would really appreciate that =D

So far, I am looking forward to spend my whole lifetime loving my future husband. 

Don't you?

Wonderful Friday

Today was spent quite efficient as my last weekday as a "penganggur". Starting next week, I will be working my ass off. I hope everything will turn out fine. 

I admit, I am a bit nervous going to work huhu

Earlier this morning, I spent my time with my dear popo. Popo slept in my bedroom, so after subuh prayer, I'd to carry him outside so that he can pee and breath on the fresh air. For your record, since popo got sick, he can't control his pee and thus there were a few incidents where he would pee on ME while I was carrying him...and that scenario included this morning. I cleaned up his pee on the floor and started to feed Popo. I made him fish with cod liver oil and 3 stabs of milk for breakfast. Then, I'd to make sure that he swallow his medicines. After finished feeding him, I let him alone outside while I have my breakfast.

I took a short nap until 9.30 am when my mom called me to go to the tailor. After a quick bath, I went to the tailor's house with my mom. I booked 5 "tudungs" this time. 1 white inner awning for my solemnization, 2 awning sarung size S in black and light brown, and 2 3layer chiffon awning in pink and purple (RM55each).

After zuhur prayer, I quickly rushed to Leana's house for "Pesta Durian". I was planning to eat only 2 durians but I ended up with 5 durians in my stomach! Here comes the calories!! 

Here are some pictures of us having fun for the Pesta Durian.

This was taken by Min's ipad. I love this picture!

Smiling with a big yellow teeth! haha!

Some of the durians. There's a lot more!

Drinking from the durian's skin. It helps to cool our body temperature.

Still drinking somemore!

Another BIG smile =)

Chilling session, where we enjoyed some photos while drinking sirap.

After maghrib prayer, my family and I went to Muara Ikan Bakar in Klang. The foods there were so awesome. and the price was affordable. We ate ikan siakap bakar, ikan jenahak masak 3 rasa, sotong goreng tepung, udang masak pedas, tomyam ayam, sayur kailan masak belacan and otak-otak. 

We were all heading to the restaurant's entrance.

Ikan jenahak 3 rasa

Sotong goreng tepung

Udang masak pedas

 These are the three dishes that were firstly sent to our table. After taking these 3 photos, I immediately digged in and forgot to capture other dishes photos that came right after.

hehe

We also take home half of the siakap bakar for my dear Popo. FYI, we brought along our own plastic bag to take home some fish for Popo. Then we used the restaurant's tissue to wrap the fish. And tied them with my mom's "getah dapur". hee

For Popo =D

Licin sudaaaah.

Burp!

Alhamdulillah =)